plugs: i love GOD!
accidental shots. [0x
yes.
living up to GOD is gonna be
my soul purpose in life.
i guess this sounds so
like NOT ME, but i'm gonna
try ta change for the good.
alright, church was fun.
fooled around at the first part.
but i guess i got serious towards the end.
i got slain, by the HOLY SPIRIT.
and it felt good.
to be able to cry
and let God just ctrl me.
yes.
after that, daniel was actually
gonna go home,
but then, he was sitting around,
so i asked him to help me hold
my heavy art toolbox.
so he held it while wait-g for calvin to make up his mind
about what to eat.
goodness. in the end,
calvin dint even go dinner-g with us.
blah. make us wait so long then never go. ):
so we decided to head for chomps.
me,mel,kar,&amanda.
yes. while walking to the bus stop,
daniel carried my box,
& he was nice, he waited for our bus to come
before heading home
moreover, his two buses actually came, then
he didnt board them.
he just sat there, watching it go. (:
i feel bad now. so im really sorry for
making you wait okay? ]0x
and thanks for carrying the toolbox. [0x
alright. seeeya!
oh.btw, my art's QUITE good.
good enough for MR YEO to wanna put it up in the CC! ((:
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn`t cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would`ve loved me too
followup in napfa.
sbj- 2o4;
situp- 52;
s&r- 44;
inc p- 22 [0x ;
shR- 1o.9;
twopointfour- 11.41;
screwed it.
note to MS KHOO. [0x
thanks for being sucha sweet teacher, giving us brainteasers, puzzles, scattergories & most of all, helping us destress from all the school stuff. (: it helps us study better actually. (: hrmm. also, youre really patient. and i guess that's your best characteristic. you never seem to lose it. (: stay that way. 3C2 will always remember you. cos youre so much more fun then ms tan. [0x seeya!
23:42
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plugs: DAMNN
retardation of a child's mind.((:
crapp.
i think ima so gonna FLUNK.
like DOUBLE flunk.
bah. hate coordinate geometery. ):
oh wells. think 3C2 will miss mskhoo.
cos she's been sucha nice teacher, giving us
brainteasers & stuff to do.
i still like those strawberries she gave us. wonder
where she got them.
could ask my daddy to get them.((:
anyways, school's alright.
i got my experiments done RIGHT!
heh. oh. and partner broke TWO of my testtubes.
sighh. nevermind la. i love my partner loads.
and it doesnt really matter.
just a coupl've testtubes.
how much could they possibly cost eh?
(:
haha. wth.
priscilla! stop sending friendster testimonials.!
lol. they arent even about ME. (:
alrighteyy. seeeya!
16:58
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: happy NIGHT!
just pretty me. ((:
i saw WIN like less than an HOUR
ago.!!! (((:
and he smiled so handsomely.
HAIYA. if only
he looked that good in photos.
(: i HOPE he likes me too.
NiC think he does. oh well.
aaand. she thinks im pretty! ((:
that's the photo she likes
FOR YOU NiC! to admire!
haha. ASHMORE. half of me!
whered the rest go to?
seeeeeya!
p.s just cos you have one, doesnt mean youve gotta be one.
(meaning: replace the "one" words with dick/asshole.)
23:05
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: damn the life
churchin later. seeeya!
13:11
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: recapp.
stickie & plankiee //
hey all.
thursday kinda sucked.
its the cause of all these crampt
up muscles i have now,
even my ARM crampt up ytd.
goodness. i was drinking water&
with sudden realisation,
found out i couldnt put my water bottle down.
like oh goodness.
yeah. MORNING TRNG.
cannot skip.
maybe thats why i didnt get my
really wanted 11:11
instead, i was 3o seconds behind my goal. ):
then, there was the twopointfour.
which yeah kinda screwed up as above mentioned.
yes. so then, i thought oh screw!
thank god no more running today
but in the end,
trng endeed up to be
alot of PHYSICAL.
hurt so bad you know.
yeah. but win's smile takes all
the pain away.
(: love him all the time.
10:54
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: just the visuals.
listen. the HAMburger speaks.
julia the perrrve.
stop making out with the DOOR!
00:13
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: it's FRIDAY.
star jumps make me HIIIIIIIIIGH!
oh thank god for that.
i couldnt have lasted
much longer anyway.
this weeks been pretty busy.
so shant bother to elaborate.
anyhow, i finally
confessed to win about me
liking him.
SURPRISINGLY,
he doesnt really react to it.
as in he smiles EVEN MORE!
yay. haha. i hope he likes me too.
keep praying.
i'll keep trying ta bring him to church too
i just feel its right
to do that.
but oh well.
he ain photogenic. he looks all fat n ugly in photos. ):
sigh. heckk.
i still love him just the same.
the image that stays in my mind,
is not an ugly one.
it was when he smiled his most HANDSOME
smile,
on 19mayo4.
alright. be off now.
23:56
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: slacker day!
mings & ME. rock on.
wooohooo!
high AGAIN.
cos i scored for chem
((: yayers.
didnt expect it, cos
this paper was KINDA hard.
but oh well. (:
well done partner! i TOLD you you wouldnt flunk
haha cos i prayed?
(:
thank ME.
nahh. kidding. thank GOD. (:
anyway have so much work ta
hand in
TOMORROW.
ughh. untouched to boot.!
):
oh well. at least my art's DONE!
wheeee. i feel accomplished.
maybe it'll just be another sleepless night.
offta WORK. (o:
seeeya!
22:06
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: paroxysum
glowing bangles//
right.
learnt that word ytd.
HOWEVER
it is of no meaning to me
cos i wasnt really paying attn
all thanks to DANIEL!
haha yes.
once again, its all YOUR fault!
((:
heh anyway
hope you dont injure yourself
at the rugg match tdy
seeeeeeeeeya!
17:27
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: lazy-ness is getting to me.
((: wanted to create a new template,
but i was feeling lazy,& decided to just upload it.
(:
happy visualising!
seeeya!
15:22
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: sumoGIRL. (:
ROCKED. like seriously
hurrr.
had like one period of english,
spent playing SCATTERGORIES.
its quite a fun game actually,
esp when you play with miss khoo.((:
shes nice alright
then had like 2-3 free periods.
haiya we got so worked up over bigbird
coming to watch our lesson
& it was all for NOTHING.
okay. RUGBY finals ytd
SUCKED. well, by my terms that is.
saint ruggers won the cup AGAIN!
damnn.stupid DANIEL&his school.
& somehow, all of win's friends went to watch
& they were sitting beside me&soph! ugh.
BUT! win didnt go! ):
like whyyyyyyy?!
oh well
anyhow, i talked to win this morning.
partly the reason why
im in a reasonably good mood tdy
yeah.i dont know how the heck
hes gonna react to the email
maybe it was the wrong move
but i guess honestys the best way eh?
okay
good luck to CHARLES & WAYNE
for polo match tdy!
and happy belated birthday to
CALVIN NG! aka slaveman.
lets get FAT! (:
17:01
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: woooohoooooooooo!
im like so SUPERLY-DUPERLY high
today?
hahahahah.
YAY YAY YAY!!
i passed subBIO! ((:
with a distinction to boot. ((:
yayerrs.
okay.
i had PRINGLES
sour cream&onion
for LUNCH.
haha
yes CHIPS.
& to think im coughing myself
DEAD.
bought some lozenges this morning
was walking halfway to the 7eleven,
&then realised
i didnt bring my wallet
so STUPID
so ran back,&so happened
win was there.
so he smiled& gestured like
what the hell are you doing
running back home?
so i was like
heh. left my wallet back there.
hahaha.
then i ran off.
anyway
tdy's been a good day.
my legs feel
oh-so-smooth
& a touch of sexiness?
hahaha
im so sick of self-love.
yayerrs.
pimples are clearing up!
grins.
rashh too.
hope they get better
ONCE & for ALL!
then i could buy new clothes?
heh
superficial&materiaistic. ):
alright. off
to do idpw proposal
been dragging so LONG. ):
impunctuality)):
seeeeya!
17:27
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs:
partner go read this
if you happen to chance
upon my page (:
its a message from someone.
tell you when you ask.
21:07
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs:
life's been pretty alright?((:
12night play ROCKED.
feste's just PURE HOTNESS.
heh.
yeah.seren agrees WIN is handsome!
wooohooo!another check mark on the
approval list.((:
URGH.
nose dripping.im SICKKK.
no!cannot!
i have school to go to
you know.
i have twoPOINTfour to
complete.
i have an ART EXHIBITION soon.
i HAVE to see WIN.
mainpoint.
20:46
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: BRIANmcfadden.&DELTAgoodrem.
did i hear you right
cause i thought you said
let's think it over
you have been my life
and i never planned
growing old without you
shadows bleeding through the light
where a love once shined so bright
came without a reason
dont let go on us tonight
love's not always black and white
havent i always loved you?
but when i need you
you're almost here
and i know thats
not enough
but when im with you
im close to tears
cause you're only almost here
i would change the world
if i had a chance
oh wont you let me
treat me like a child
throw your arms around me
oh please protect me
bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered now it hurts
havent i always loved you
but when i need you
you're almost here
and i know thats
not enough
but when im with you
im close to tears
cause you're only almost here
bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered now it hurts
havent i always loved you
but when i need you
you're almost here
(well i never knew how far behind
i'd left you)
and when i hold you
you're almost here
(well im sorry that i took our love
for granted)
now im with you
im close to tears
cause i know im almost here
only almost here..
i love you,whether it's wrong or right.
out.
16:46
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: MUFTI DAY!
wenta school in my white tank
&black mini.
though that houailian said that shouldnt
go black&white.
who CARES.
wholeday in school
always scold me&soph.
like wth.
yeah
took photos
with some people.
heh.
let me list them.
regina.
suying.
yanyi.
soph.
renee.
yeeling.
dionne.
supranee.
vivien.
jenny.
&ELF. ((:
heh.
ahwells.
gotta go now.
i played basketball
in my black mini btw.
heh.
it was fun. ((:
11:36
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: ELF. (0=
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings,
but I know you are here with me now,
We'll make it through,
and I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I don't understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away,
But I know that this much is true,
We'll make it through,
And I hope you are the one I share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with,
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with,
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it ,
I don't understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right,
And though I can't be with you tonight,
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand,
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?
i dont know how i feel.
and i feel depressed.
if only you knew.
18:38
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: so screwed.
DAMNNNNNNN
cute. ((:
hahahaha.
she smiled at me tdy.
she's cute la.
hahaha.
but her hairstyle last time is nicer.
the one that looks like JULIA.
hahaha ((:
julia's damn cutee too.
yep.
oh wells.
the day started well.
i saw winprakathornassawathepmetha in the morning.
he smiled his SUPER HANDSOME smile! ((:
yayers!
lol.
-swoons.
even DAYNA agrees hes handsome.
yeahh.
he just BLOODY HELL IS!
dammn.
anyways.
school was good.
no chinese makes the day pass faster.
(0=
hahaha.
ohhhhh weiwen was on skates
& she was wearing this helmet
& elbow, wrist, knee guards
AND i started laughing like some shit.
she looks super duperly different
with all the
safety gear on her.
(:
lawrence leow tdy was
some PLAIN GAY ASS.
i dropped something
went like "what the Fff.."
& he was like
"thats enough swearing
for you tdy girl"
damn him.
like hes so good?
that SMOKER.
yetch. his breath must fucking stink.
went over ta seren's house
had some fun
going through her stuff
and making fun of her uniform.
((:
its tooooo DAMN LONG.
god.
it just is.
but i bet it would be short on me.?
cos im like THAT TALL.
-indicates with hands.
lol
alright. ill be off.
gonna blog for soph now. (:
seeya!
21:06
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs:
21:48
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs:
hello. oh well. fragIT.
church is like
UGHH.
nobody's EVER free?!
and whats with SAMUEL & CALVIN
calling me bosswoman?
)):
it makes me sad.
hahaha.
oh well.
sam's gna ask
his cg
whether they could have cg on like
SUNDAYS.
cos i have no NORMAL people
to go eat lunch with.!
)):
rachel's mom is like what
eat with the family
& stuff like that.
SIGHH.
and none of my cg members
have more than TWO piercings!
like oh my godd.
sigh.
it's like im the only one? ((:
my THIRD piercing just
ROCKS!
the stick is workin'
hurray for me!
anyways.
seeya!
((:
ps. my self obsession is getting
a little outta HAND.
(:
16:33
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs:
hello. fragIT.
oh well
hows life been fo you PEOPLE out there?
i havent blogged like
for EONS.
yeah.
but who cares la.
my blog my life.
MY STLYE.
yeah.
sports day was fuuny.
i had red hair,
red stud.
red shirt.
red paint & lipstick ony my face
& legs.
heh.
im vain.
but who cares.
was an impromptu cheerleader.
RED RED RED ROCKKKS!
heh.
like FINALLY got champs
in dont know how long man.
yup.
SIGH,
i wanna see WINNNN
hes so HOT.!
((:
okay.
camp was alright.
there was the AMAZING RACE
that i got quite pissed la.
it like wth.
you ask us to go to some ulu place
at NIGHT,
and then you arent even there.
so its like
kinda scary
& stuff like that.
so anyway.
i CANT FIND MY WALLET!!!
noooo
it s my babyyy
no no no!
ughh.
gotta go find it on monday.
i GOT A NEW PIERCING.!
heh.
self pierced.
i put a black stick in alr. ((:
seeya!
22:39
Darmritpad ; Ashh
