31.5.05
plugs: thanks mel
you are a great friend (:
and thanks aaron too (:
seeya!
14:31
Darmritpad ; Ashh
30.5.05
plugs: ackk.
seriously they do.
i mean RIGHT NOW, the only thing good
that comes outta it
is that i get icecream (x
but besides that, it just
SUCKS.
i mean. feeling the pain of
the cold steel piercing through your skin
isnt exactly the most appealing feeling
aint?
yeah. besides THAT, you gotta endure
some bloody aching,
and numbness
in your arms, it hurts so much to just lift up your arm
oh man! and i had two
but i thank God that
he helped me through it la (:
thought about happy stuff to get it over with
not only that,
hadta listen to music.
so block it all out
squeezing my eyes shut
to not see the needle.
EVERYTHING.
especially thinking of icecream,
and, weeeeeeellll, STUFF, helped. (:
seeeeeeeeeya!
18:56
Darmritpad ; Ashh
28.5.05
plugs: titanic song. (:
to sail the ocean blue
they thought the ship titanic
no water could go through
but the lord our God almighty
knew the ship would never land
he was sad when the big ship went down
oh he was sad
oh he was sad
he was sad when the big ship went down
oh he was sad
oh he was sad
he was sad when the big ship went down to the bottom
where the husbands and wives
and the children lost their lives
he was sad when the big ship went down. (:
funny song. taught by freddy.
15:40
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: okayy.
i guess the parent-teacher meet
didnt go too bad.
mrs pang told my dad she was
pretty PLEASED
with me! (x
coolness.
normally i get some big scolding
everytime my parents get back.
the only bad thing
she told him
was that i pulled the chair away
that thingy x:
haha. WHOOPS. (:
alrightey then. seeeya! offta
do some homework
oh man. and i found out i
need to get an INJECTION!
(for missions)
nooooooooo.
dont wannaaaaaaaa. Dx
seeya!
10:36
Darmritpad ; Ashh
27.5.05
plugs: backkkk (x
was funn la
ropes were TOTALLY awesome crap. i mean
SERIOUSLY. (: me and cla
were the first pair to successfully cross each other.
haha. and i became weiquan's "IDOL"
hahahaha. so nonsense. that guy la
everytime he sees me, he'll punch my arm.
ask me to fight. )x like im so FREE to fight with him
waste my time la. haha. (x
then his good friend, freddy, always call my name
for NO REASON. *doeslameclap (x
oh well. the food wasnt too bad (: (for once)
haha.yeah.my tent was flooded on the first night,
so i had to wear WETT clothes for the rest of camp.
until they gave us the camp shirt.
oh MAN. it felt so good to have something dry against
my body (: ohkay. team name was C2
first day was kayaking.soph got seasick after 3 raftups.
so we headed to shore and we just floated around in the water.
after that we played some stupid game,
and the instructor, neil or something
whatsisname. yeah. kicked my leg.while playing
some RETARDED sit-and-balance-on-the-canoe game.
got some bruise there now. )x
but soph and i did the capsizing.
she was damn FUNNY
she wasnt afraid of drowning,INSTEAD, she was
afraid of getting bitten by FISH.
like LMFAO!. xD
hahaha. okay.well then, she also wanted to help some guy
PICK UP SEAWEED. like WTH!. (:
lovee partner.
team leaders were seekee and sherman.
both were prettyy RAHRAH. (:
prissie was the best. haha
yeap. so anyways, weiquan and freddy were just incharge
of the high elements obstacle course. other than that,
mainly BULLSHIT. (x heh.
yeah. freddy taught us some clapping games.haha
quite fun laa. then weiquan and his stupid
"eh! thats my underwear already la!"
like whatever man. who wansta grab your underwear.
kept saying that when i was anchoring him.
then he also talk so much nonsense.
i was saying my arm very pain, like crampt.
then he was like "okay, meet me here at twooclock i massage for you"
hahahaha CRAPPER! then after that i was telling
the other instructor how my tent was wet, and i cant sleep there.
so weiquan as usual added something DUMB.
he was like "okay la. you come sleep at my chalet." like WHATEVER!
who wansta sleep in your chalet man! hahaha. stupid ass. (:
haha then some other derrick guy needed
me&soph to hold him down when doing for fairli.
yeap second night, jasmine was telling some ghost story,
then she reached some part where the girl
looked into the mirror,
"AND THEN she saw the ghost"
hahaha.i SCREAMED when she said the and then.
my goodness. sucha bimbo. i was screaming like crazy
haha. then they were all laughing at me. )x
oh yeah. i did the most STUPID thing.
i walked past mr cheong and i was like
"goodnight mr cheong (:"
i walked three steps and was like
WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST SAY?!
hahaha. stupid.so throughout camp, i only
said goodnight to three people.(cheong,soph,freddy[he said to me i just replied])
haha pathetic aint.?
ohkay.i must tell you that bathing was BULLSHIT.
like seriously.yuck la. first day,
bathing with swimwear on? RIIIIIIIGHT.
second day, bathe naked, but you get muddy everytime
you enter the tentage.like SUPER muddy. )x
fun experience though (:
and i seemed to be under THAT CAP throughout camp
like soph whacked my cap once,
and said "so dao for what?" haha. not dao la
i was just depressed. about STUFF. (x
yeah.and i think i cry really easily.
no wait i dont think
i DO cry really easily.especially because of guys.
or wait. not JUST GUYS. any ASSHOLE who
be assholic. )x
okay.im finally home and glad about it.
mm. i just remembered.
i havent eaten ice-cream for DAMN long.
since like ytd during ropes course? (:
sorry, i just LOVE icecream. and cow too.
and soph, and cla, and GEEOHDEE! (: god.
ima offta sleep. (: (NOTE THE TIME.)
-everytime youre near, im afraid.
16:02
Darmritpad ; Ashh
24.5.05
plugs: (x
im pretty happy now (:
thanks aaron. though you MAY have screwed
the thing up abit,
at least you offered consoling (:
yeah. just MAYBE hurr. okay.
NEWater and RCHD tdy was alright.
wow man. i feel so happy
that i can CHOOSE the times when i wanna be
retarded. and not all the time (x
seeeya!
20:28
Darmritpad ; Ashh
23.5.05
plugs: screwed
fuck it okay.
just FUCK IT.
out.
20:32
Darmritpad ; Ashh
21.5.05
plugs: thirdd.
but i'm just dying to tell everyone
out there, who has ears to hear,
or eyes to see,
or SOMEBODY TO READ TO THEM,
that my legs are
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACHING! ):
oh well. i guess thats the price you
PAY,
for wanting anything less than best.
go ahead,murder me for being me.
note: to anyone who doesnt wanna
run for a school's xcntry, dont, i emphasise
DONT run fast for NAPFA.
it's crazy i tell you. i nearly died running the
EAST COAST route. )x
out.
16:32
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: jog-a-walk XD
TONGUE TIED. (:
oh well. yeah was pretty alright
we have like NINETEEN people from
netball in the top twenty of all the levels
ughh. just ONE MORE.
cmon mrs tng cant you just be the
slightest bit leniant towards us? we train so hard
ALL YEAR ROUND. (x
and you arent gonna give us a break? )):
okay.i hope you change your mind.
yeah.
during walkajog, elana was carrying
all my stuff for me
then its like she was telling me how
if she came in last,
it wouldnt be her fault
hahahaha (: you never fail to say smtg stupid (:
oh YES! i have
in my ears now (:
grins. oh well. mom hasnt found out yet (:
pwheww. *wipessweatoffbrow
yeah. it doesnt hurt AT ALL. i was kinda surprised O:
haha yeahs. alright. replaced it with a stick already.
and its only the THIRD day tdy
i think im too daring for my own good. /:
okay. i like this layout (:
it funny how i make my layouts, but refuse to let
others have them. oh well. guess thats what makes it
ORIGINAL (: shoo copybugs get innovative! (:
oh YAY! no school on mondayy (:
three cheers for the buddhists! hahaha. thanks for
creating VESAK DAY. though i'd rather school
yeahh. counting down to boot camp! (:
that'll prolly be the last time.
seeeeeeeeya!
10:54
Darmritpad ; Ashh
plugs: YAYYYY
walkajog's finally
OVER. (:
got fourth for
sec3s (:
sucks la
its like im fated with that number
or smtg.i had
four/tweflth for both SS tests
four/fifteen for my geog test )):
ackk.sandra angs a
BIATCH! like majorly
oh whatever attentionseekingass
thisismycurrentsinglestatus
mydeclarationofindependence
theresnowayimtradingplaces
SINGLE
dearGODiknowyouheardmyprayersbutyouju
stdontwannaanswerthemdoyou?iguessthat
sthecasecosidontseemtobegettingthingsea
syamiimeanotherpeoplegettheonestheylik
esodamneasilywhydontitellmeokayifeelsol
ostanddisillusionedinyournameiprayAMEN.
seeya! (:
08:29
Darmritpad ; Ashh
19.5.05
plugs: ima HAPPY girl :D
YAY YAY YAY!
hahah.
aaron reallycheered me up.
i thank GOD that
he placed such a
nice slaveman on His earth ((:
okay.i dont wanna watch
STAR WARS.
its like ughhh.so YUCKK.
but oh well. (:
ugh. means i gotta
spend very little money
tdy at dinner time )):
okay.PERSEVERANCE! (:
out.seeeya!
15:00
Darmritpad ; Ashh
18.5.05
plugs: downn.
its wednesday already
two days of doing NOTHING
what a meaningful way
to live my life hurr
okay face it
i guess you can tell i aint
too happy bout stuff
dont blame me for it
but dont ask me about it
either unless you can think
of a way to cheer me up
or else
just D O N T B O T H E R.
the only people who
COULD actually offer me a
helping hand, would be like
aaron, sophil, clara and GOD.
other people shoo off
thanks aaron for
cheering me up
and giving me some
support (:
really. i THANK YOU. (:
as for those people
whove been putting me down
you arent gonna
ive got God on my side.(suckerrs) (:
and i almost had you
but i guess that doesnt cut it
almost loved you
i almost wished you wouldve loved me too
and youre only ALMOST HERE.
hereigoscreammylungsouttrytogettoyou
youaremyonlyoneidontknowwhythisisal
lhappeningdoideserveitforbeingsuchabi
tchonseconeandtwocosifidoithinkivesuff
eredlongenoughalreadygodpleaseibegofy
ouseemyplightandreleasemefromthispai
nandletailogdnewnbeminepleaseireally
wanttobecomearesponsiblegirlpleasegod
idpractisemytimemanagementreallywe
llandidpasschinesewithabfouripromise
ifonlyyoudjustgrantmethatpleasethank
yougodinjesusnameiprayandhopeamen.
the day didnt go too bad actually
haha. kinda funn
prissie: "makethemothflytothefan"
soph:"huh?letyourballsflytothefan?"
me:"*LMFAO!"
hahahahaha yes yes. then
prissie: "thespermandsemenwillfly"
soph: "growintoFROGS!"
me: "doubleLMFAO.!!!"
hahaha it was DAMMNNN
stupid la and the moth's wing
got chopped by the fan
classroom in chaos
with the neverending screams
of SERHUI and ELANA. (:
seeya!
imustbestupidmustbecrazymustbeoutofmymind.
21:22
Darmritpad ; Ashh
16.5.05
plugs: this life.
tdy chinese was alright
watched some show
better than normal
was kinda in deep thought
/daydream the whole day
been thinking about STUFF.
idontgetitwhydidtheyhavetoseparatethe
groupsiftheydidntswitchyouthenidbeha
ppyandwouldntbebloggingnowohwhyca
ntthingsjustturnoutthewayihopeittowh
ygodidontknowwhyyoudothistomeiwan
naknowalrightitisntfunbeingmeijustne
verseemtogetmystuffrightitneverworks
outformewhygodjustoncepleaseiwanthi
mandyouknowitinjesusnameiprayamen.
FACE IT.im just not good enough am i?
out.
17:36
Darmritpad ; Ashh
15.5.05
plugs: feeling this.
coolshit
wenta church just now
cell was alright.
yep. ytd was DAMMIT funny
haha. went with
mel, mandd, kari.
yeahs. took neoprints,
watched the PERFECT10
dares you to. (:
quite cool actually.
get ten bucks for eating up
a BISCUIT.(with wasabei)
wth right.
i shoulda done that. (:
alright. seeeya!
youalwayssomehowmanagetocapturemew
ithyourpresencewhatisityouredoingiwan
naknowpleasetellmepeoplesuspectstuffal
readyandiwouldntwantthemtotellyouunl
essweweretogetherbutimjustdreamingith
inkcositwonthappenihopethatyoullreveal
yourtruefeelingsinduetimewhichihavea
lreadyprayedtogodabouthemayanswerm
yprayerorhemaynotcosyouaretheoneiwa
ntandifhegavemeyouihopeyoullgivemeas
ignalorasigntotellidontknowwhattodoims
oconfusedsoplaceyourhandinmineloveyou.
Fate fell short this time
your smile fades in the summer
place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna
-blink182
17:18
Darmritpad ; Ashh
14.5.05
plugs: dammit
strawberry fairy's
here. to drop me a present
ackk. oh well.
anyway. going bugis later
with mel, kari, and mandd. (:
need to get art stuff. blehh.
and we'll prolly take neoprints.
seeeeeeeeeeya
thanks aaron for everything. (:
09:47
Darmritpad ; Ashh
13.5.05
plugs: ADIDAS GREEN SHOES
this is SO cool
i love this pair of shoes.
i WANT them!!!
CLICK`
theyre dammit beauties. (:
22:34
Darmritpad ; Ashh
11.5.05
plugs: contradictory.
does that mean youre
one of those losers?
i dont know.
i may love out,but i still
enjoy studying.
for some weird reason.
but i guess its thanks to that show.
COACH CARTER. [:
you should go watch it.
when you find the time.
its really good. [[:
okay. schools good
i guess the teachers arent all
that BAD though some are
okay i cant stand cheong standin
behind me
every single day at assembly
hes got this really bad odour?
so he really stinks (indescribablyBAD)
okay so maybe that was mean?
but that still doesnt give him
reason to stand there
so i guess its time for him
to get his ass out from under the
backboard and move over to
the benches.
Your Birthdate: November 10 |
Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated. A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. |
seeya
21:20
Darmritpad ; Ashh
9.5.05
plugs: HOORAY!
its gonna finally be
ON TIME. haha
oops. (:
at least ive been paying attn
in class to make up
for it. (:
dear GOD,
iknowthismayseemalildemanding
andallthatshitbutimjustgonnasayit.
iprayyoulllethimtellmesomething
illrememberforalongtimetocome
yesandthatyoullallowmetobringwin
tochurchhecanbringhisgirlfriendtoo
ifshefeelsinsecurewithmearoundher
boyfriendohwellimnothatbigathreatami
yeahsoihopeyoulltakecareofsophiltoo
sheneedsyoutogiveheradefiniteanswer
abouttheraquestionthingyyes
soyeahimprayingforherjustincase
shedidntpraytonightandformyself
youknowmebestGODicanthide
anythingfromyousoishantputitforpublic
viewinjesusnameiprayy [:
AMEN!
00:26
Darmritpad ; Ashh
8.5.05
plugs: coach carter
yes THREE miserable people
i know,
are goin for missions.
well, to the same place as me
at least.
hahaha. daniel was so stupid.
he made the decision on the spot la
like he asked me
" should i go?" so of course i said
"yah." cos like or else i dont know everyone
who's goin. haha
then he was like "ok."
wth! like got so much money or something la
duoltuohgual. [:
okay
anyway im kinda not happy
bout some stuff.
my moms got like zilch sense of
HUMOR. i gave her a mothers day card
which i thought was funny.
and she ended up gettin pissed.
i was like llehehttahw.
yeah. so anyways wenta church
by myself. surprisingly melinda doesnt have
some crappy mtd lunch. and neither does sara.
coolness. [:
alright so then had lunch at ahseah.
and did stuff at roomonthirdfloor
DESMOND/MARCUS you owe me fiftycents!
ytd was good. wenta catch
coachcarter. [: rocked. love the show
jason laow(sp?) HOT HOT HOT.
may not be entirely good morals.
but still.
i guess maybe since everyone thinks
that threectwo students were meanta fail
and like go nowhere,
i wont let that happen ta me.
im aiming for AC! [:
sa would be kinda good too,if he goes there.
well then! took neoprints.
with karina. so tihsllub. [:
the charlies angels one esp. duoltuohgual.
okay thats bout it.
note to aaron: cos of YOU! i had gastric last night. ):
seeeeeya.
uoyeesdluocihsiw. :]
15:05
Darmritpad ; Ashh
6.5.05
plugs: UPDATING.
partners in crime. my partner likes green.
hello (:
been some time since i last blogged hurr.
anyways lifes been fine, `cept for a few backslides
here&there. like say chinese for an example
yeahh i got like sixteenoverfifty like what kinda
bullshit is that but oh well guess its
inevitable. ): i mean like chinese hello? people who pass
with flying colors are abnormal like majorly off.
so who cares. yup
ailogdnewn(:
prolly hitting the streets tmr but always for some form
of homework or the other. ):
sophs comin along.& then later we'll
to church.(:
okay. seeeya!
08:51
Darmritpad ; Ashh
4.5.05
plugs: runningafterYOU.
your Love guides me through my darkest night
and even though sometimes Your ways
i cannot understand
i’ll never walk away because my future’s
in Your hands
i don’t care what people will say
im running after You
i won’t turn back and go their way
coz I’m running after You
yeah I’m running after You
im running after You(I will run to You)
i don’t care what people will say
im running after You
i won’t turn back and go their way
coz I’m running after You
don’t matter what may come my way
im running after you
its You I’m following today
im running after You
im running after You
16:45
Darmritpad ; Ashh
1.5.05
plugs: YAYERS!
((: room on the third floor.
haha. whoot for spiky lil melinda!
haha. thanks for that ARES thing (:
works real well, and fast too.
heh.
blahh. anyway, did my HOMEWORK! woohoo. (:
yes.
also, my zits are CLEARING!!!
yes oh yes!
GOD rocks. he does. (:
thanks for the orange HAIRBAND karina!
love ya loads. dont think too much la.(:
i'm sure God will make a way for you? ((:
he certainly will
after all, he did make one for me. (:
ADIDAS: impossible is nothing.
20:46
Darmritpad ; Ashh
