I ♥ BABY LOOL x)

27.1.06

plugs: Avenged Sevenfold ; Trashed & Scattered #

Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away) from them.
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else.
(Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can feel it, won't embrace is, it's overwhelming how far ya take it.
(Stuck in a state of questioning)
And don't you tel me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen.
(Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)

Trashed and scatterd again, I'm feelin' so low.
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold.
My destination always is known, I'll find my way there.
But Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time.

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone.
Sedated night to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll.
And don't you try to stop me, it's a plave you'll never know.
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control.
Play your game you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit.
Crawl on me your fucking parasite, but I'm gonna take you out.

Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else.
(Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell.
(Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell.)
Oh you're so insightful, let me rmind you to twist and break me.
Should make you worried.
(Long way to go and you're right there)
Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe.
(Pick at pieces of my body below)

I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)
(I know my destination)
I'll stand right here, some on you falseblood decitful liar.
(There's no shame)
Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right.
I'll justify the means(nothing's what it seems)
I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine.

I walk down these raods alone and now you're seen here.
My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)
My devil's appetite is tonight and now I'm alright.
But you Goddamn Motherfucking always wasting my time.

Don't try and get the best of me(no one can help but your own self)
City makes my body ache(lonlley, don't try and prey on me)
I feel your would dying, no more use in tryin'
And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside.
And you've seen it all before and that makes me hate you more, I'll never join your side.

Cool song :) Watched Le Grand Voyage tdy with Aaron and his friend shaun/Sean/Shawn, haha, quite nice to disturb him sial :) We watched that cos all the other movies were like no space for three in a row. Oh well. Then also, I think it was good we watched it. Told me I can't concentrate on guys and major exams at the same time, and that I should treasure whad I have before it's gone. So I think the French film was good after all. Oh and btw, the guy's really hot. Nicholas Cazale x)

Seeya!

21:13

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25.1.06

plugs: Amber Pacific ; Always You #

Hahaha, today was one of the rare chances to see chereeeeeel inna skirt! And guess who caught her with it ;) Haha, oh well anyway, Monday was also a day to rmb since chereeel never ties her hair! Haha, pretty chereeel luh. :))

Pretty and cute chereeel x)))

inna skirt :))

Okay, then today was a match well played, like totally you guys x))) Great job Jernan, and stop acting hero luh hahaha ;) Yeah Shiyun and Qinyi great shots ;)

Alright school was SPAAAAAAS tdy, I was being bullied by Prissy please, kena violated sial hahahaha, nevermind I forgive you :)

HOEKAY. Seeya!

20:29

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24.1.06

plugs: The All-American Rejects ; Straightjacket Feeling #

Try this on straightjacket feeling
So maybe I won't be alone
Take back now my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine with out you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is staring holes in me.

This song is supaaaaaaaaaa hot. And school was quite retarded today. Like I kept making weird remarks, and blabbering nonsense at Prissy. LOL! But quite funny luh, she kept laughing at me *pouts* Stupid mofo ;) Heh. Ah craaaap, tmr have Chem, eeeee the teacher so yuckaaye, everything also like to pick on one. Pfft!

Played soccer for PE, quite fun luh. Ahh, and I can't go for tmr's MSG! x((((( Oh well, after Os, everything's always after Os aye?

Seeya!

22:15

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21.1.06

plugs: Alkaline Trio ; Stupid Kid #

Stupid stuff today is supaa boring, hope it gets better as the day passes.

Remember when I said I love you
Well yeah I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said

Seeya!

11:25

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20.1.06

plugs: Avenged Sevenfold ; Bat Country #

Watched Memoirs Of A Geisha with Tom yesterday :) Lol, my goodness, record timing sial you, walk from Marriott Hotel to Cine in like 5 minutes? o.0 You could be Johny Walker! x) LOLOL. Oh well, thanks for subsidising me :) See, should've watched the 6.50 show and saved yourself about $5.50! :) Heh Yeah. Skipped tution, but confessed to parents later on, and I guess honesty pays. :) No punishment at all, like OMG! Oh well whadahell, don't care luh.

Alright I really wna thank Mrs Agnes Ong for being friggin kind to me and verns cos we like did only 3 outta 10 sketches and she passed us on the dot THANK GOODNESS!

Seeya!

18:46

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18.1.06

plugs: Jay-Z ; 99 Problems #

oh, Just remembered this thing :)

Ashley: Aunteh ah!
Prissy: hahaha whadahell?
Sophil: That's whad my friend calls me.
Ashley: Yeah man, Aunteh ah 8)
Prissy: Hahaha, that sounds so Jack Russell!
Ashley: Huh? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Russell Peters luh Jack Russell! LOLOL xDD
All: ROTFLMFAO x)

18:35

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plugs: J-Kwon ; Tipsy #

Errbody in the club git tipsaye ;))

Lol, anyway tdy was alright. Man, Mrs. Jacobs sure gave us alot of hw to do >:( Then zhuo ye have like one whole dan yuan. And Fiona is gna be sitting on my seat from the next lesson onwards! >:(((((( Rawrr. This sucks man. Eeeeeeeewwwww! Gross.

Oh well, Ps with Breanna and Shortaye :) Lol, bought the banner cloth, and err yeah slacked kept commenting on people sending the two of em into laughing fits. Tho I didn't see anything really supaa funny. Oh well. There was this lady on the train, and like her socks were omg-ishly buried in her flesh like seriously whadahell! Lol, I kept laughing about it and I took a photo, so enjoy! :D

Seeya. x))

See? look at all that FAAAAAAT. +)

No eyes sial, just no eyes eh.

18:14

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17.1.06

plugs: Fall Out Boy ; I slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And Got This Stupid Song Written #

Did I forget to tell you? While in haste to pass Seren her birthday present this morning, I fell flat on my ass. Thinking the floor was dry, I ran over it. Champion luh. My ass supaa pain can't sit properly. >:(

And this song title's freakin long Hahaha. :])

22:11

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plugs: Kid Rock ; Bawitdaba #

Oh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEREN!

17:50

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plugs: Sugarcult ; Pretty Girl #

Ah well, school was fun tdy tho I must admit I felt I was rather rude towards Mrs Ong. Oh well, bottom line is, she has a very little sense of humor in her, and Prissy was just plain bad. >:( Yeah. Ohkay. Study studyy! *) Oh yeah, all the best for the school team players tmr! Let's trash East View Sec like there's no tmr! :]) Sorry I'm not there to help but aiyah, you guys know my reasons :/

Seeya!

17:41

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plugs: 50 Cent ; In Da Club #

Go, go, go, go
Go, go, go shorty
It's your birthday
We gon' party like it's yo birthday
We gon' sip Bacardi like it's yo birthday
'Cause you know we don't give a fuck
It's not your birthday!

You can find me in the club, bottle full of Bud
Mama, I got that X, if you into takin' drugs
I'm into having sex, I ain't into making love
So come give me a hug if you into getting rubbed

Haha, Love this song! :]) Tho it's sick and stuff, but I like his beat man, Fifty's good with beats, definitely. x)

School's alright. Didn't bring nametag tdy, then Ms Gan has this rule about naming people without names. So, I kena called Anita her whole lesson. The irony of it all is that, Anita is my mom's name, and that I look exactly like my mom :]) *beams* Coolness aye ;)

Seeya!

00:00

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13.1.06

plugs: Matchbook Romance ; Save Yourself #

Oh man, my right hand is supaa tired, I just finished doing my timetable :]) Like finally got it done. Ah well, O's are like really soon, or that's the way it feels now, and I'm supaa stressed up! Pfft. When it's over I'll be wild! Man, now there's homework to complete. Just great. >:( Alright, ACJC, that's where I wna be! Rawrr, study hard myself. Alrightey, seeya!

Elizabeth Town is a really sweet & romantic movie! PLEASE do watch it cos Kirsten Dunst is uber-cute and Orland Bloom id Hawtness.! :])

21:49

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11.1.06

plugs: Kid Rock ; Bawitdaba #

Cutting wrists is for stupid people. And People like me, cannot watch stupid people slash themselves cos I get freaked by all that red liquid oozing out. GROSS.

Get In The Pit And Try To Love Someone!

22:44

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plugs: Matchbook Romance ; Save Yourself #

YEAY, trng was cancelled on Monday afternoon. I was like superrrr happy or smtg luh :]) Lol. Anyhow, the song that's playing now's really good :]) If you ahven't heard it, go hear it :)

This song by Kid Rock current is stuck in my head. And the lyrics hardly make sense, I don't even know how it got stuck in the first place :D LOL. Haha the words go like "Bawitdaba da bang da bang diggy diggy diggy shake the boogie said up jump the boogie" Lol! x)) Haha, like that's not even english oh well like Hey What's Goin' On? Hahaha, Inside joke :])

Okay, well then, Friday's Elizabeth Town :)))))) Orlandoooooooo! Hawwt-ness. x) Heh. And tmr's pool :))

Seeeya! I'm rather lovin' Sec4 Life NOW. I don't know if I could repeat that in 5 months' time 8)

19:55

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8.1.06

plugs: Fort Minor ; Remember The Name #

Rawrr, stupid sky, rained the whole day tdy. Brought my shoes for no reason. >:( Haven't played captain's ball ina supaa long time, and haven't talked to those people for really long too. Missed Aaron the whole time he was gone. Really like ecstatic to see him back in church last night :])

Walked to central with Mel and Ara in the rainey wainey to snipsnip. Rarh. Stepped into some supaa big puddle screamed alot and made lotsa noise. Ahaha, oh well. Fun luh x)) Yeah, Then like hrmm, stayed in church and slacked. Threw the ball to far upward. Whacked out one of the ceiling things. HAHA. whoops! :]) Oh well, and unintentionally whacked Mark's head too. Like omgwth! I was like "haha, sorry! hahahahaa sorry Mark, hahahahaha eh really really damn sorry hahaha" what the hell man. But yeah Mark, REALLY SORRY. :/

All the best for tmr's exam yeah little sister? ;) And Ken ah, take care of your dad. :]) Seeya!

20:20

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7.1.06

plugs: P. Diddy ft. Nelly ; Shake Yah Tailfeather #

CCA fair, was dumb. Wasted such a long time in school being retarded with MOOOOOOOOREESE :) Haha. Rawrrrrr. Screamed Netball like dono how many times but oh well. ah well. Thought of the really cool idea of using the netball paper as earstuds :) Heh, I'm not all that bright, but I've got creativity and that matters too!

Stress stress stress! I must must must study so hard for this year. MUST get into AC! xD But I dono if I can make it man. I keep thinking that gna fail or smtg. Rawrrrr. Hope I don't screw it up. :(

Well, church later, what the hell. Prolly another boring sermon by David Ho. WhacanIsay man! Rarhhh. He's really supaa boring, and that isn't my fault!

Seeya!

14:52

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6.1.06

plugs: Good Charlotte ; Predictable #

I just keep getting clumsier and more accident-prone year after year. By the time i'm 20 i'll prolly have lost a limb or two due to carelessness. Rawrrrrr!

Yeah, TGIF! Like seriously! Rawrrrrr. Omg, this week passed so fast! NOOO. That's one week less to O's! :( Oh well, it's gna come anyway. Today during Bio, we learnt about alcohol, and how it affects us. It slows down your mind, and body, which is prolly a good explanation for my being in a class like that, and being slow at times. Ahh, and I found out that kids under 15 years of age introduced to alcohol are more likely to have alcoholic problems in the future! Pfft, there goes my life down the drain man. Haha, ah well, we'll see. x)

Tmr's CCA fair! :) Yeayyyy, means Su's coming back and bringing all the testtubes for me (FOR LAB LESSONS.). Yeah, and then hrmm, I dono. Ah well homework time seeya!

20:21

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4.1.06

plugs: Kutless ; Not What You See #

Rawrrrrr. I just shat til my asshole hurt. :( So my ass is aching now. Pfft.

School's alright. Not fantastic or anything really bad either. Haha, it feels weird to write with a pen. That just shows you how long I haven't been writing stuff eh? ;)

English teacher seems possessed o.0 Like she scolds us and smiles at the same time? weirded out. Rawrrr. And I've to complete all my holiday homework now. Pfffft.! Bleh. I've like a Movie Review and a Book Critique AND a stupid Common-freakin-wealth essay(quoting breasto) to do! BLAAAAAAAH.

Stupid homework. Gan's my math teacher not bad luh, she's quite nice :) I like her tho she's strict heh. Oh well. Mrs Ng's my form teacher, she seems quite nice, but I dono her well, so we'll see. ;) Then there's Rajah for Chem like OMG! NOOOOO. RAWRRRRR. she's EVIL I tell you, EVIL. Then Yeah, got the most elegant teacher in the school for Geog :)))) Mabel Goh xDDD, and some high class bitch for ss :) She's nice luh, really. Mrs. Selina Lum :P

Okay. Seeya, first day of school well spent, went out with Mings took crazy neoprints, and ate gelare, Haha, stupid she went to eat some pistachio thing HAHAHAHA. Damn funny. Then aiyah, fun luh. Went home at 5, bathed, msged Mark, said bye to LEONARD HENG WEI HSIUNG. RAWRRR. why must go!!! Anyway, will miss him like alot alot. Pfft. Stupid big baby. haha. Then fell asleep and woke up this morning. hahaha.

Seeya!

20:29

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2.1.06

plugs: Falling Up ; Symmetry #

New Year's Day was well spent. :]) From stoning at church til 12.30, pool in the afternoon til like 3 with Mark and Su(tho Leonard pangseh-ed us! pfft >:( ), silly Mark. And like Narnia at night with the family. Yeah. Was a good day :]) and I finally took neoprints with Su!! Omg What a cool day to take prints too. Heh. Oh well. And there was Ben & Jerry's for us after Narnia Heh. xDDD Yumm. Wohkay. But my mom just threw away ALL my cola nerds and my VANILLA COLA BUBBLEGUMMMM!!!! Rawrrrrr! Pffft. Stupid. Like, uber-stupid. Those were MINE. And they were from Australia OKAY! Bleh. Okay. Forget it.

My whining's not gna help.

Peter Pevensie
William Moseley
:))))))))

Seeya.

12:33

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1.1.06

plugs: The Used ; I'm A Fake #

Wooo :) Heh, don't ask me why we took this photo :D Heh heh heh x)) As in my bg lay :P We weren't high on anything, except maybe boredom ;) Heh Seeya! And I love Dayna and Ambra!

10:16

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plugs: Mya ; My Love Is Like Whoa #

My love is like whoa
My kiss is like whoa
My touch is like whoa
My sex is like whoa
My ass is like whoa
My body's like whoa
And you kissin it
so whatchu think of it

09:47

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