plugs: Yellowcard ; Only One #
Scream my lungs out
Try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
There's just noone
Who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Thanks Luke, I saw that post. :D Thanks for talking some sense into my thick numbskull.
And yes, thanks to Desiree and Karina :) I guess I'll be fine. And to JonChan who's been cheering me up when I was feeling down and cooling me down when I was worked up. :) You get well soon okay?
Chem test on Wednesday, hope I do alright, considering the fact I haven't been able to catch anything Mrs. Rajah's been saying the whole week. I lose my notes, I get lost, in whatever she's saying. I try reading the textbook, I start laughing at some stupid-looking diagram, and end up having weird stares from Mrs Rajah, being laughed at by the whole class, and dubbed 99.9% because my classmates insist I make 99.9% of the noise the whole class is producing! (this is so untrue and everyone knows I'm a quiet little girl).
Getting laughed at is a daily thing for me now, cos sometimes all the time, I'm either doing or saying something stupid, being stupid, or crashing headlong into things, UNINTENTIONALLY. It's the stress from the big exams man. That's one thing I'm damn sure of.
All this joking and fooling around, now it seems almost routine, but somehow, it's the only thing that keeps me going to school, doing my homework, and studying for tests. Screaming would be a good outlet, only I get scolded by teachers like Mrs Ng. Assembly's singspiration would be alot better without action songs, at least I could sleep through it. But no, the teacher up on the podium decides to get everyone up on their feet and do action songs with your partner. In the process of participating, for the sake of avoiding trouble from the teachers, I get whacked right smack in the face, so I scream. And the teacher decides to twist the story. If obliviously, she's prolly deaf or hearing things. She said I screamed twice. And I've had enough of her bullshit, since the start of this year. So I gave it to her straight up, "I screamed once, and I can count."
That's been my week, or what I can remember of it. I've been really tired, all week. It's like I get drained, and never replenished.
09:20
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